Okay, so this is my first time to write again after what? 2 months? I've been really lazy the latter part of February and really busy the whole month of March. Half of April, I spent my days looking for a job and now is finally the right time to update my blog again!

For the past weeks, I've received so much blessings and I'm really grateful to God for that. I know I wasn't a good girl last semester, I kept doing the things which I normally don't do, I kept failing everyone and it wasn't really a good semester for me. I kept thinking of everyone else, except me, my future and where my actions would lead me. I would normally care for others' welfare and end up forgetting mine. I prioritized some people above everything else and I just found myself later, on the distribution of grades, begging God to save me from failing marks. Guess what? I don't want to feel that way again. I've been constantly putting God to test, always praying to Him when worst comes to worst, and I realized... how many times have he been actually so good to me? And still, I keep doing what I do. Choosing everything else except Him, choosing everything else except the things I really should prioritize. What's wrong with me?

So after all those things, I decided to volunteer in our church for the whole month of April, looked for a job that kind of interests me, and started changing my outlook in life. Actually, started reviving the outlook I had in life before I met some people who changed it. And it really feels so awesome! Believe me. I had been showered with blessings the whole April and I just don't know how to thank God for it. I've never been this happy for so long now. I found a job that me realize how great of a person I am, I found new friends who in two weeks already taught me some lessons in life, I learned so many things! And you know what I realized? Maybe I started getting really happy again because I found one of the keys to be happy -to smile even on the smallest details of life.

Yesterday, I saw a grandfather-grandchild moment where I got really amazed. I smiled upon seeing them, you would know why if you see the actual situation. It feels priceless to witness the eyes of a grandfather gazing upon his grandchild, showing how proud and happy he is to have him. It's just too cute, touching and awesome. And when you see things like that, you just can't help but love the life you have. There are so many simple things in life that could make you happy, you don't have to look in so many places. You don't have to have the perfect life to be happy 'cos life's made to be imperfect, all we need to do is see beyond the imperfections. Yes, we hear that line all the time, but it's true. All you have to do is look beyond. Sometimes we expect grand things to happen, get depressed when they don't do, wallow in tears, guess what? Why don't you stop expecting, stop trying. You know what the oldies always say, 'Don't make life happen, do what you're supposed to do and you'll be surprised to see everything fall in their right place.' Look around you, there might be so many things you are bound to see yet keep on missing them. Stop what you're doing, breathe and feel the air that surrounds you, close your eyes, and you'll see that there a bunch to be thankful for. Don't be afraid to stop moving and start trusting in God. He might hold the answers you're looking for. Have a nice day!

Okay, so this is my first time to write again after what? 2 months? I've been really lazy the latter part of February and really busy the whole month of March. Half of April, I spent my days looking for a job and now is finally the right time to update my blog again!

For the past weeks, I've received so much blessings and I'm really grateful to God for that. I know I wasn't a good girl last semester, I kept doing the things which I normally don't do, I kept failing everyone and it wasn't really a good semester for me. I kept thinking of everyone else, except me, my future and where my actions would lead me. I would normally care for others' welfare and end up forgetting mine. I prioritized some people above everything else and I just found myself later, on the distribution of grades, begging God to save me from failing marks. Guess what? I don't want to feel that way again. I've been constantly putting God to test, always praying to Him when worst comes to worst, and I realized... how many times have he been actually so good to me? And still, I keep doing what I do. Choosing everything else except Him, choosing everything else except the things I really should prioritize. What's wrong with me?

So after all those things, I decided to volunteer in our church for the whole month of April, looked for a job that kind of interests me, and started changing my outlook in life. Actually, started reviving the outlook I had in life before I met some people who changed it. And it really feels so awesome! Believe me. I had been showered with blessings the whole April and I just don't know how to thank God for it. I've never been this happy for so long now. I found a job that me realize how great of a person I am, I found new friends who in two weeks already taught me some lessons in life, I learned so many things! And you know what I realized? Maybe I started getting really happy again because I found one of the keys to be happy -to smile even on the smallest details of life.

Yesterday, I saw a grandfather-grandchild moment where I got really amazed. I smiled upon seeing them, you would know why if you see the actual situation. It feels priceless to witness the eyes of a grandfather gazing upon his grandchild, showing how proud and happy he is to have him. It's just too cute, touching and awesome. And when you see things like that, you just can't help but love the life you have. There are so many simple things in life that could make you happy, you don't have to look in so many places. You don't have to have the perfect life to be happy 'cos life's made to be imperfect, all we need to do is see beyond the imperfections. Yes, we hear that line all the time, but it's true. All you have to do is look beyond. Sometimes we expect grand things to happen, get depressed when they don't do, wallow in tears, guess what? Why don't you stop expecting, stop trying. You know what the oldies always say, 'Don't make life happen, do what you're supposed to do and you'll be surprised to see everything fall in their right place.' Look around you, there might be so many things you are bound to see yet keep on missing them. Stop what you're doing, breathe and feel the air that surrounds you, close your eyes, and you'll see that there a bunch to be thankful for. Don't be afraid to stop moving and start trusting in God. He might hold the answers you're looking for. Have a nice day!