An hour ago, I told myself I'm sleeping early so I turned my laptop off and said goodnight to everybody. Minutes after, my mother found out about the ticket sale of Cebu Pac and started booking a flight for herself --to Bicol. Of course, it makes sense. They would be out for a vacation without me again. Well, at least I am looking forward to free nights on July. Who would not love that? I would want to book a flight for myself too but I was looking for a companion. I want to go to Bohol or somewhere sort of far from Manila. I don't have the budget yet to go out of the country or something. I am still a student, poor me.

Anyway, I am up thinking of the usual late night thoughts again. I really feel sick though, that's why I'm constantly convincing myself to sleep. Apparently, there's this one thought that prevents me from saying hello to a deep slumber... I just don't get why everything gets just one chance on something. I mean, you do something and that's it. You might have a chance of doing it again but it'll never feel the way it did the very first time you did it. It's just like insisting on trying to work something out but scared to accept the fact that the one chance you had was the last chance you also have to forget about. I mean, we may always get back to where we were but it''ll never be the same thing again. People move forward and you barely have no choice but to do the same. And the only thing you can hold on to are the memories left with you. You hear and read it all the time but it's true.

Whatever, I better sleep. I get it now, December wants me to wait for it. It's the last month of the year, that's why. Hihi! Hello, December! Be good to me. And be good for the rest of this year. Zzz...

An hour ago, I told myself I'm sleeping early so I turned my laptop off and said goodnight to everybody. Minutes after, my mother found out about the ticket sale of Cebu Pac and started booking a flight for herself --to Bicol. Of course, it makes sense. They would be out for a vacation without me again. Well, at least I am looking forward to free nights on July. Who would not love that? I would want to book a flight for myself too but I was looking for a companion. I want to go to Bohol or somewhere sort of far from Manila. I don't have the budget yet to go out of the country or something. I am still a student, poor me.

Anyway, I am up thinking of the usual late night thoughts again. I really feel sick though, that's why I'm constantly convincing myself to sleep. Apparently, there's this one thought that prevents me from saying hello to a deep slumber... I just don't get why everything gets just one chance on something. I mean, you do something and that's it. You might have a chance of doing it again but it'll never feel the way it did the very first time you did it. It's just like insisting on trying to work something out but scared to accept the fact that the one chance you had was the last chance you also have to forget about. I mean, we may always get back to where we were but it''ll never be the same thing again. People move forward and you barely have no choice but to do the same. And the only thing you can hold on to are the memories left with you. You hear and read it all the time but it's true.

Whatever, I better sleep. I get it now, December wants me to wait for it. It's the last month of the year, that's why. Hihi! Hello, December! Be good to me. And be good for the rest of this year. Zzz...