I was never the type of person who would do something to drive my High school friends away, I was always there for them. My goodness, my first year in college was full of them. Late drunken nights at Beach House, messed up days at GP & Sherwood, if I am not there, I'm probably having a date with a High school friend or two. But now you can find me anywhere, just not with them. I mean, hello, what exactly had happened? Was it I who drove away? Or our roads just don't meet anymore?

Maybe it's true, that in life, you can't really stay in two places without ever pushing the other one away. I've always closed myself to finding true friends in college, I always think that the term doesn't fit anyone. And if there'll be people who knew me, they would always be from High school. But what if I was wrong? What if the only problem was, I wasn't even opening my eyes to see if some people are really worth it here? What if the problem is I've fixed my views, thinking that these people won't ever leave me, but turns out they already do? I don't think I am still wrong if I want to keep other people in my life now, rather than those who never really valued our friendship. Because maybe, just maybe, it's time to move forward and forget those people who never really mattered, who never even bothered to still remind you of who you used to be. Maybe it's goodbye for some, but I am keeping a few who I could never possibly live without. Slip away 'til you want, I won't chase you anymore. I'm tired of insisting to keep you all in my life, maybe it's time to finally make room for some who actually did something to make my life bearable. There is nothing more I hate to say than, goodbye.

I was never the type of person who would do something to drive my High school friends away, I was always there for them. My goodness, my first year in college was full of them. Late drunken nights at Beach House, messed up days at GP & Sherwood, if I am not there, I'm probably having a date with a High school friend or two. But now you can find me anywhere, just not with them. I mean, hello, what exactly had happened? Was it I who drove away? Or our roads just don't meet anymore?

Maybe it's true, that in life, you can't really stay in two places without ever pushing the other one away. I've always closed myself to finding true friends in college, I always think that the term doesn't fit anyone. And if there'll be people who knew me, they would always be from High school. But what if I was wrong? What if the only problem was, I wasn't even opening my eyes to see if some people are really worth it here? What if the problem is I've fixed my views, thinking that these people won't ever leave me, but turns out they already do? I don't think I am still wrong if I want to keep other people in my life now, rather than those who never really valued our friendship. Because maybe, just maybe, it's time to move forward and forget those people who never really mattered, who never even bothered to still remind you of who you used to be. Maybe it's goodbye for some, but I am keeping a few who I could never possibly live without. Slip away 'til you want, I won't chase you anymore. I'm tired of insisting to keep you all in my life, maybe it's time to finally make room for some who actually did something to make my life bearable. There is nothing more I hate to say than, goodbye.