Due to insistent demand of thy self, I'll write a 2010 year-ender note. I am actually planning on writing this a week ago but I didn't have the words yet and the right composure. Besides, what's the sense? I can't feel December ending until now. I probably had all the hang-over the month could offer because, well, this was one the best months I had this year.

I can still remember the thoughts I had when I ended 2009. I was really devastated by then, and just as much as I wanted to smile as I celebrate the coming of 2010, I couldn't. All I could think of was the pain and emotional misery I had to go through before I had that fucking year done & how I couldn't be any more thankful for that day 'cos finally, after 12 months and 365 days, it's over. Well, I should've welcomed 2010 smiling... I didn't know it will be one of the best years of my life. I am not over reacting, its just that, it is. This year is really beautiful --that is why I couldn't go without writing a note about it.

To my family. This goes for everyone.

Of course to my mother, I love you. You don't know because I never add you as a friend here in Facebook but I acknowledged you as my mother, I think that's enough. You'd prolly kill me if I add you because of all the things I've been acquainted to. But I love you, through anything and everything, we'll go through all of it together because we're inseparable and nothing/no one will ever tear us apart. Thank you for taking care of me and not leaving despite all the things I ever did to you this year. Like, getting my supplementary card without your consent and spending it will all of my might or demanding you to give me extra allowance to spend on things which are really not necessary.

To my cousins, the closests I have, Karmie and Bev, thank you for treating me often to restaurants I barely know and for letting me join in your dates. In that way, I became familiar and open to different kinds of food plus I get to see the mall frequently, too. You are like the big sisters I never had. And oh I almost forgot, you pay everything, so I should add one more thank you. And Karmie, I love you, really --because you always drive me to ATC, Nuvali and Paseo De Roxas and you make me forget my problems and listen to them when I need someone to talk to. And our religion makes the same effect on us sometimes, I'm glad you're there to assure me that I am not alone. And to Bev, because you teach me all these really cool fashion tips (which I barely use, but I really enjoy hearing). Plus, you make that freaky laugh which also makes me laugh and you talk to Garfield at night and you are a stalker like me and you are a weirdo, I love you. Ate Sherry, Kuya Jon, Stefh, Ate Gen, and the rest, I'm glad you're family -thank you for being there during holidays and for making me appreciate this awesome family even more.

To my dearest tito/tita's, thank you for making me happy this Christmas, you gave me money to spend on foot spa, manicure and pedicure, treated me to lunches and dinners, and took mom's place while she can't be here with me during the holidays. Plus you also gave me money to pay my debts, I couldn't be more thankful. And, thank you for constantly reminding me to study and keep focus on the goals, you don't know how much I become enlightened. I also have to say thank you for cooking for us & keeping this family as fun as it is.

And of course, to my grandmother, thank you for trying to catch up with me and making me feel you care. Because of that, I'm loving you even more and I learned that even though you grow old, you can still be entertaining and cute. I love you.

To my truest highschool friends, you've all been true to me, so the first description kinda don't fit. But anyway, thank you for having a part in my life. Even though we didn't spend every day of 2010 together, please remember that you are always in my heart. And I am not kidding, I always think of you every freaking time something happy happened. I love you that much, that just like my family, I want you to be a part of every accomplishment, deception or whatever else I go through.

Edisa, you are the coolest. Thank you for keeping up & staying. Sometimes, you don't really have to tell me anything when we're together, you can make it all better by simply being there. You are indeed the straw to my berry and the sugar to my coffee, I couldn't live without sugar just as I can't possibly live without you. And oh, you're perfectly madamot personality tops it all because you always slap me to fucking reality, seems like sometimes you don't have a heart. But I know through it all, you love me and you are a great friend. Please keep your promise of the Euro trip because I might destroy our friendship if you don't. K? Thank you. (PS. I'm kinda reconsidering the condo unit because of your new house hahaha)

Cristine, you are incomparable. You make me calm and you always manage to understand me in the best way possible. You have this unique way of saying something that makes me feel better and I really thank God for that. When I get emotional and shitty all over, you wake me up in a way and remind me that things will get better eventually. All I have to do is keep the faith and wait, that's what you taught me through all our years of friendship. I love you, D. Thank you. (PS. Thank you also for never getting tired with the stories I tell you about... you-know-what. Your advices really help.)

My three bestfriends, though I don't really know if we can still live that one out. I miss you, I miss the times we spent together at the Don Bosco quadrangle and Mary Mazarello Hall, talking, eating and bonding. I owe you the capability of witnessing a real friendship because I first had it with the three of you. Plus, I have to say thank you to Jamie, she taught me maturity. I'll always remember our Morning Side walks, and that one moment, when it rained and we had ourselves soaked and enjoying every droplet. Thank you, girls. If we have a chance, there's nothing wrong to relive that moment, is there?

Tey & Rose, you're the funniest highschool friends I had. We barely had time to spend time together after the start of second semester but I miss the two of you. Can we catch up, soon? I thank God for putting us all in the same school, I would not know what to do if you two weren't there to help me in my first years and constantly keep me company. I miss you both, please meet me soon.

Marisse, Marianne, Bet, Sean, Tina, Mim, Ana M., the rest, sorry won't mention all of your names. But hello, it doesn't matter you're all with me everywhere I go. We didn't talk as much this year but there were times when I felt really troubled and depressed and you were there, you listened to me when I talked to you. And I really felt good, satisfied, secured that you are still there to save me from dark times. I love you, all. Sorry I ditched you last Tuesday. Promise, next time I won't.

To my college friends, BC. I love how each of us has his/her share of a strong personality that we have to bear with everyday. Sometimes, I can't understand what's going on anymore or how we were driven to such situation but whatever, that's what friendship is for, staying through everything. And I'll the never forget the surprise birthday party you threw for my 18th birthday. T'was the most awesome birthday I had.

Daisy, thank you for taking care of me most of the time this year. As we all know, I was always drunk and helpless during bonding sessions with alcohol involved so, thank you b. Whenever I can't barely contain myself anymore, you remind me of who I am and of what I do. You make me laugh through the darkest of times and I'll always be thankful for that. And remember when we used the eraser to destroy each other's reputation to each other's whoever, libag ni Daisy, the one I sent to Cochi --it always makes me laugh! I love you, bb. I am so sorry for my unavailability at times where you need me the most. I wish to make up for it next year. Whatever happens, we're indestructible. (PS. Still can't get over Dora the Explorer, you're the map and Mon's the backpack. You two are the cutest. And oh, for letting me sleep at your place whenever I get really drunk)

Mon, I love you because you are so gay, you always make me laugh and college won't feel complete without you because I have always wished for a gay friend. Thank you for brightening up this year and being with me when times go sucky. You have no idea how you make everyday bearable because you make a balance of the two sides --good and bad. Plus, you make me laugh in a very effortless way! You say something and it can make me laugh all day. Also, for sharing the same money problems with mine. Makes me feel better, you know. And don't forget our seat mate kulitan moments.Together, we're indestructible.

Chanelle, I miss you. Thank you for helping out with my problems and listening to it most of the time. Sorry if it seems like a burden to you already but I really appreciate you still being there even though you are hundreds of kilometers away. We spent a lot of time together this year, summer in school and first semester of third year, thank you for letting me experience what it feels like to have a very pretty friend who can talk her way out of everything by using her charisma. And remember when you helped me out with the surprise and said you were there because you knew what makes me happy is seeing you-know-what happy, thank you b. You take care, okay? We'll see each other soon.

Chiarra, you are one sweet person with a very fierce personality. You can hurt with your words sometimes but it doesn't matter because when you are a friend, you really are one. You keep everyone entertained with your unending stories (just like UST's unending grace) and you give Mon and me an inspiration when it comes to saving up money. Thank you, love you.

Kim & Cha, you're one unbreakable tandem. With your togetherness, you can make me laugh my heart out. And you both go through a roller-coaster ride most of the time but you still stay together. I hope you can find the happiness you wish in love and have friendships that will last forever. And Kim, I almost forgot, thank you for encouraging me with everything! As in, with EJ and writing and stuff like that. Plus, for lending me your headbands every freaking time. Your words could really lift up a person's spirit esp when it is meant to encourage a friend. Cha, thank you for listening to my senseless stories and having YB's with me. Plus, for actually keeping me company during my hard-to-sleep nights. I know you are a good friend, continue being one.

Gabby, for being so adorable when you are yourself, thank you. You're one of the reasons why I had a beautiful year, even though you hacked my Twitter account and put all those annoying stuff. You're one weird individual with a manipulative personality and I kind of thank God for that because it exercises my patience and flexibility. You deceive me, but you make me want to be my best possible version. You are irritating and you can be very moody at times, I almost want to punch you, but everything pays off when... I don't know, it just pays off. Please don't be too naughty though, I don't want to be my worst self. I ♥ you, thank you.

Blockmates, (boys, Carmine, Emily, Ziah, Nikki, and others) thank you for being a friend to me. I love how you all take part in making the class alive and fun. You all serve as an inspiration and I hope we all make it through to the end. Nobody gets left behind, Sped2 won't be Sped2 without each one of us in it.

Cochi, thank you for being my closest guy friend. (Mon could be, but he's still gay so for the mean time it's you) Please do keep my secrets, especially my weaknesses. For helping me out and encouraging me to be better, for telling me often to raise my grades up, to study harder and to put myself above everything else. Love you, thanks.

Fem & Dindi, to my most favorite seat mates, thank you for encouraging me to bring out my responsible self. Even if most of the time, I'm not really sure if there is one. You are both awesome, I'm always here to help you out if you have problems. And thank you for listening to my sexuality related issues, even though you are both straight. It really means a lot to me.

Ana P., I almost forgot you. I think I owe you why I had such a great year. I'm not being bitter about anything and this has no sarcasm involved. You ruined my 2009, and it was pretty fucked up but if you didn't destroy that year by being such a good (that is the only sarcasm) friend to me, 2010 won't prolly make it all up to me! No offense, but thanks. You exist in my world again.

And for every body else who made my year worth while, thank you. I couldn't thank all of you in this note because it would just make it longer than it already is. Just remember that whatever it is that you've done for me, I am grateful. And I can't thank God enough for giving me this wonderful year. Let's all leave the past behind and move on with hope and faith that 2011 will be much better. Thank you, guys. Happy happy new year!

Due to insistent demand of thy self, I'll write a 2010 year-ender note. I am actually planning on writing this a week ago but I didn't have the words yet and the right composure. Besides, what's the sense? I can't feel December ending until now. I probably had all the hang-over the month could offer because, well, this was one the best months I had this year.

I can still remember the thoughts I had when I ended 2009. I was really devastated by then, and just as much as I wanted to smile as I celebrate the coming of 2010, I couldn't. All I could think of was the pain and emotional misery I had to go through before I had that fucking year done & how I couldn't be any more thankful for that day 'cos finally, after 12 months and 365 days, it's over. Well, I should've welcomed 2010 smiling... I didn't know it will be one of the best years of my life. I am not over reacting, its just that, it is. This year is really beautiful --that is why I couldn't go without writing a note about it.

To my family. This goes for everyone.

Of course to my mother, I love you. You don't know because I never add you as a friend here in Facebook but I acknowledged you as my mother, I think that's enough. You'd prolly kill me if I add you because of all the things I've been acquainted to. But I love you, through anything and everything, we'll go through all of it together because we're inseparable and nothing/no one will ever tear us apart. Thank you for taking care of me and not leaving despite all the things I ever did to you this year. Like, getting my supplementary card without your consent and spending it will all of my might or demanding you to give me extra allowance to spend on things which are really not necessary.

To my cousins, the closests I have, Karmie and Bev, thank you for treating me often to restaurants I barely know and for letting me join in your dates. In that way, I became familiar and open to different kinds of food plus I get to see the mall frequently, too. You are like the big sisters I never had. And oh I almost forgot, you pay everything, so I should add one more thank you. And Karmie, I love you, really --because you always drive me to ATC, Nuvali and Paseo De Roxas and you make me forget my problems and listen to them when I need someone to talk to. And our religion makes the same effect on us sometimes, I'm glad you're there to assure me that I am not alone. And to Bev, because you teach me all these really cool fashion tips (which I barely use, but I really enjoy hearing). Plus, you make that freaky laugh which also makes me laugh and you talk to Garfield at night and you are a stalker like me and you are a weirdo, I love you. Ate Sherry, Kuya Jon, Stefh, Ate Gen, and the rest, I'm glad you're family -thank you for being there during holidays and for making me appreciate this awesome family even more.

To my dearest tito/tita's, thank you for making me happy this Christmas, you gave me money to spend on foot spa, manicure and pedicure, treated me to lunches and dinners, and took mom's place while she can't be here with me during the holidays. Plus you also gave me money to pay my debts, I couldn't be more thankful. And, thank you for constantly reminding me to study and keep focus on the goals, you don't know how much I become enlightened. I also have to say thank you for cooking for us & keeping this family as fun as it is.

And of course, to my grandmother, thank you for trying to catch up with me and making me feel you care. Because of that, I'm loving you even more and I learned that even though you grow old, you can still be entertaining and cute. I love you.

To my truest highschool friends, you've all been true to me, so the first description kinda don't fit. But anyway, thank you for having a part in my life. Even though we didn't spend every day of 2010 together, please remember that you are always in my heart. And I am not kidding, I always think of you every freaking time something happy happened. I love you that much, that just like my family, I want you to be a part of every accomplishment, deception or whatever else I go through.

Edisa, you are the coolest. Thank you for keeping up & staying. Sometimes, you don't really have to tell me anything when we're together, you can make it all better by simply being there. You are indeed the straw to my berry and the sugar to my coffee, I couldn't live without sugar just as I can't possibly live without you. And oh, you're perfectly madamot personality tops it all because you always slap me to fucking reality, seems like sometimes you don't have a heart. But I know through it all, you love me and you are a great friend. Please keep your promise of the Euro trip because I might destroy our friendship if you don't. K? Thank you. (PS. I'm kinda reconsidering the condo unit because of your new house hahaha)

Cristine, you are incomparable. You make me calm and you always manage to understand me in the best way possible. You have this unique way of saying something that makes me feel better and I really thank God for that. When I get emotional and shitty all over, you wake me up in a way and remind me that things will get better eventually. All I have to do is keep the faith and wait, that's what you taught me through all our years of friendship. I love you, D. Thank you. (PS. Thank you also for never getting tired with the stories I tell you about... you-know-what. Your advices really help.)

My three bestfriends, though I don't really know if we can still live that one out. I miss you, I miss the times we spent together at the Don Bosco quadrangle and Mary Mazarello Hall, talking, eating and bonding. I owe you the capability of witnessing a real friendship because I first had it with the three of you. Plus, I have to say thank you to Jamie, she taught me maturity. I'll always remember our Morning Side walks, and that one moment, when it rained and we had ourselves soaked and enjoying every droplet. Thank you, girls. If we have a chance, there's nothing wrong to relive that moment, is there?

Tey & Rose, you're the funniest highschool friends I had. We barely had time to spend time together after the start of second semester but I miss the two of you. Can we catch up, soon? I thank God for putting us all in the same school, I would not know what to do if you two weren't there to help me in my first years and constantly keep me company. I miss you both, please meet me soon.

Marisse, Marianne, Bet, Sean, Tina, Mim, Ana M., the rest, sorry won't mention all of your names. But hello, it doesn't matter you're all with me everywhere I go. We didn't talk as much this year but there were times when I felt really troubled and depressed and you were there, you listened to me when I talked to you. And I really felt good, satisfied, secured that you are still there to save me from dark times. I love you, all. Sorry I ditched you last Tuesday. Promise, next time I won't.

To my college friends, BC. I love how each of us has his/her share of a strong personality that we have to bear with everyday. Sometimes, I can't understand what's going on anymore or how we were driven to such situation but whatever, that's what friendship is for, staying through everything. And I'll the never forget the surprise birthday party you threw for my 18th birthday. T'was the most awesome birthday I had.

Daisy, thank you for taking care of me most of the time this year. As we all know, I was always drunk and helpless during bonding sessions with alcohol involved so, thank you b. Whenever I can't barely contain myself anymore, you remind me of who I am and of what I do. You make me laugh through the darkest of times and I'll always be thankful for that. And remember when we used the eraser to destroy each other's reputation to each other's whoever, libag ni Daisy, the one I sent to Cochi --it always makes me laugh! I love you, bb. I am so sorry for my unavailability at times where you need me the most. I wish to make up for it next year. Whatever happens, we're indestructible. (PS. Still can't get over Dora the Explorer, you're the map and Mon's the backpack. You two are the cutest. And oh, for letting me sleep at your place whenever I get really drunk)

Mon, I love you because you are so gay, you always make me laugh and college won't feel complete without you because I have always wished for a gay friend. Thank you for brightening up this year and being with me when times go sucky. You have no idea how you make everyday bearable because you make a balance of the two sides --good and bad. Plus, you make me laugh in a very effortless way! You say something and it can make me laugh all day. Also, for sharing the same money problems with mine. Makes me feel better, you know. And don't forget our seat mate kulitan moments.Together, we're indestructible.

Chanelle, I miss you. Thank you for helping out with my problems and listening to it most of the time. Sorry if it seems like a burden to you already but I really appreciate you still being there even though you are hundreds of kilometers away. We spent a lot of time together this year, summer in school and first semester of third year, thank you for letting me experience what it feels like to have a very pretty friend who can talk her way out of everything by using her charisma. And remember when you helped me out with the surprise and said you were there because you knew what makes me happy is seeing you-know-what happy, thank you b. You take care, okay? We'll see each other soon.

Chiarra, you are one sweet person with a very fierce personality. You can hurt with your words sometimes but it doesn't matter because when you are a friend, you really are one. You keep everyone entertained with your unending stories (just like UST's unending grace) and you give Mon and me an inspiration when it comes to saving up money. Thank you, love you.

Kim & Cha, you're one unbreakable tandem. With your togetherness, you can make me laugh my heart out. And you both go through a roller-coaster ride most of the time but you still stay together. I hope you can find the happiness you wish in love and have friendships that will last forever. And Kim, I almost forgot, thank you for encouraging me with everything! As in, with EJ and writing and stuff like that. Plus, for lending me your headbands every freaking time. Your words could really lift up a person's spirit esp when it is meant to encourage a friend. Cha, thank you for listening to my senseless stories and having YB's with me. Plus, for actually keeping me company during my hard-to-sleep nights. I know you are a good friend, continue being one.

Gabby, for being so adorable when you are yourself, thank you. You're one of the reasons why I had a beautiful year, even though you hacked my Twitter account and put all those annoying stuff. You're one weird individual with a manipulative personality and I kind of thank God for that because it exercises my patience and flexibility. You deceive me, but you make me want to be my best possible version. You are irritating and you can be very moody at times, I almost want to punch you, but everything pays off when... I don't know, it just pays off. Please don't be too naughty though, I don't want to be my worst self. I ♥ you, thank you.

Blockmates, (boys, Carmine, Emily, Ziah, Nikki, and others) thank you for being a friend to me. I love how you all take part in making the class alive and fun. You all serve as an inspiration and I hope we all make it through to the end. Nobody gets left behind, Sped2 won't be Sped2 without each one of us in it.

Cochi, thank you for being my closest guy friend. (Mon could be, but he's still gay so for the mean time it's you) Please do keep my secrets, especially my weaknesses. For helping me out and encouraging me to be better, for telling me often to raise my grades up, to study harder and to put myself above everything else. Love you, thanks.

Fem & Dindi, to my most favorite seat mates, thank you for encouraging me to bring out my responsible self. Even if most of the time, I'm not really sure if there is one. You are both awesome, I'm always here to help you out if you have problems. And thank you for listening to my sexuality related issues, even though you are both straight. It really means a lot to me.

Ana P., I almost forgot you. I think I owe you why I had such a great year. I'm not being bitter about anything and this has no sarcasm involved. You ruined my 2009, and it was pretty fucked up but if you didn't destroy that year by being such a good (that is the only sarcasm) friend to me, 2010 won't prolly make it all up to me! No offense, but thanks. You exist in my world again.

And for every body else who made my year worth while, thank you. I couldn't thank all of you in this note because it would just make it longer than it already is. Just remember that whatever it is that you've done for me, I am grateful. And I can't thank God enough for giving me this wonderful year. Let's all leave the past behind and move on with hope and faith that 2011 will be much better. Thank you, guys. Happy happy new year!