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POSTED ON: Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 6:18 PM | 2 comments

Facebook application says, “If you are not willing to sound stupid, you’re not worthy falling in love.” Is it true?

I suddenly traveled into deep thoughts. People often love realizing that they may get hurt, is that a justifiable reason enough to call you stupid? Just because you choose to risk yourself and love knowing pain will always be waiting for you in one way or another. I wonder, what’s with love that people often search for it? What’s with love that makes it so alluring? What’s with love that if you find it, you get a chance to find happiness too?

Have you ever wondered why a lot of people take their time risking themselves just to experience love in its two way course? Maybe it’s not just a mere experience. Maybe love is worthy enough to let your whole being be engulfed by it. It is like being in a state of pure bliss, finding love and letting it get the best of you. Despite knowing that if you lose it, you’ll most likely lose everything including yourself. The one you had before you found him.

If that’s the case then, I realized, why do I still badly want it? The answer is nowhere to be found. All I know is that love, in its real sense, is anything beyond ordinary. The fact that you get yourself be loved by someone so special and endearing and irresistible is just beyond compare. The fact that you get to have someone hug you when you’re feeling down or have someone take you to places you’ve never been before. The fact that you get to have someone accompany you if you feel bad about life and you just want to eat ice cream or chill around or sit and laugh and stay together all day. The fact that you get to have someone who’ll accept you as you and never hate you for your shortcomings and faults, someone who would love you more as he grows to know you deeper. Someone who would do anything to keep you around – no matter what it takes. Isn’t that just a wonderful thought? To be able to find someone whom you can be totally stupid with and would still love you for that? I wonder when will I find a love like that.

It’s just frustrating to engage in temporary love, sometimes. It keeps on ending gradually without me knowing the reasons why. I often wonder what’s wrong with me, or what’s with other people that I don’t have? What makes people choose another over me? I stayed late last night and realized that I trust people easily that’s why they keep on taking advantage of me, that’s why I always end up being the foolish one in the story – the one who always goes back home alone in the end…

I really hope to find him soon. The one who would never exchange me for another and be satisfied having me and me alone. The one who’d never get tired of assuring me that he’ll stay by my side. The one who’d never leave me if I happen to say the wrong words at perfect moments. The one who’d love me for everything that I happened to be and for every flaw in my personality. The one who’d never get annoyed if I keep on wanting to feel important every minute of everyday. The one who’d never break up with me just because I’m too jealous. And the one who’d always be there to show me how much he loves me.

Oh well, I might apply now what I’ve realized last night.
Anything in love is worth waiting. So I’ll keep on waiting for it :)

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POSTED ON: Saturday, October 24, 2009 @ 6:18 PM | 2 comments

Facebook application says, “If you are not willing to sound stupid, you’re not worthy falling in love.” Is it true?

I suddenly traveled into deep thoughts. People often love realizing that they may get hurt, is that a justifiable reason enough to call you stupid? Just because you choose to risk yourself and love knowing pain will always be waiting for you in one way or another. I wonder, what’s with love that people often search for it? What’s with love that makes it so alluring? What’s with love that if you find it, you get a chance to find happiness too?

Have you ever wondered why a lot of people take their time risking themselves just to experience love in its two way course? Maybe it’s not just a mere experience. Maybe love is worthy enough to let your whole being be engulfed by it. It is like being in a state of pure bliss, finding love and letting it get the best of you. Despite knowing that if you lose it, you’ll most likely lose everything including yourself. The one you had before you found him.

If that’s the case then, I realized, why do I still badly want it? The answer is nowhere to be found. All I know is that love, in its real sense, is anything beyond ordinary. The fact that you get yourself be loved by someone so special and endearing and irresistible is just beyond compare. The fact that you get to have someone hug you when you’re feeling down or have someone take you to places you’ve never been before. The fact that you get to have someone accompany you if you feel bad about life and you just want to eat ice cream or chill around or sit and laugh and stay together all day. The fact that you get to have someone who’ll accept you as you and never hate you for your shortcomings and faults, someone who would love you more as he grows to know you deeper. Someone who would do anything to keep you around – no matter what it takes. Isn’t that just a wonderful thought? To be able to find someone whom you can be totally stupid with and would still love you for that? I wonder when will I find a love like that.

It’s just frustrating to engage in temporary love, sometimes. It keeps on ending gradually without me knowing the reasons why. I often wonder what’s wrong with me, or what’s with other people that I don’t have? What makes people choose another over me? I stayed late last night and realized that I trust people easily that’s why they keep on taking advantage of me, that’s why I always end up being the foolish one in the story – the one who always goes back home alone in the end…

I really hope to find him soon. The one who would never exchange me for another and be satisfied having me and me alone. The one who’d never get tired of assuring me that he’ll stay by my side. The one who’d never leave me if I happen to say the wrong words at perfect moments. The one who’d love me for everything that I happened to be and for every flaw in my personality. The one who’d never get annoyed if I keep on wanting to feel important every minute of everyday. The one who’d never break up with me just because I’m too jealous. And the one who’d always be there to show me how much he loves me.

Oh well, I might apply now what I’ve realized last night.
Anything in love is worth waiting. So I’ll keep on waiting for it :)

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